guise i'm back
/clings to you all

[ might post a short story in here later if bothered ]
 
sooo...I finally finished yay c:
 
surprisingly took longer than I expected, & to add a touch of asianess, korean quote ><

i think the next one wil be the end finally . TToTT

not finished !
now i have to clip it. ;A;

The petite girl wore her hair out for the first time in years. Her skirt billowed in the wind, as she reminisced about it’s history. Her grandmother had given her fabric, the soft, lavender tulle for her twelfth birthday. Rather than making her something herself, Grandma whispered into her ear, ‘Create your wildest imaginations.’
And so, the young and creative child thought of her fairytale dreams, remembered the dress that Rapunzel wore that she was always envious of.
When her hands met the sewing machine that day, it was like magic. Like N to S, she worked at the fabric until her hands bled, creating something beautiful out of the ordinary. When she was finished with the skirt, everyone could tell that it was not the simple and plain work clothes that most of the people living in the area wore. Instead it sparkled when there was no sunlight, shimmered in the breeze and fit perfectly on anyone who wore it. Strangely enough, it was not the old Grandmother who had brought magic upon the tulle, but the girl who brought it to life.
Since then, the town had been piling her with work, dress after dress, skirt after skirt, pants and socks and everything she could manage. She dealt with more than just tulle, but all kinds of fabric, rich and plain. To her it was like a heaven; one that she worked for. All her life she had dreamed of being a seamstress, weaving magic into her creations.
 
All until this day. With the last breath that her Grandmother took, she whispered into her grandchild’s ear, ‘You are magical.’
And once she had bid her final farewell to the world, the girl was sure her life would be incomplete. However, as she roamed the empty streets, wearing the clothes that reminded her most of her deceased Grandmother, she say the strangest thing.
 
A star, hanging by the roof of a shop. Curiously, her hand reached up to touch it, as if it were a real shooting star. Instantly she was filled with a strange sort of curiosity, more than the fact that it was odd, but who put it there? Someone who needed a wish, she thought silently. As she was admiring the craftsmanship of the art piece, she heart a rustling noise behind her. Snapping around, she turned to see a young boy, around her age, putting blue converses on the floor in silence.
‘What are you doing?’ she wondered, walking over to him.
He looked up, and instantly, the girl’s heart did back flips. He had lightly tousled brown hair, and chestnut brown eyes. He wore plain jeans and a hoodie, but boy did he look dazzling in them. With such a boy, she felt a tingling magic just by looking at him.
He placed the shoes down silently, and left, not turning back once. She picked the gift up. They were scruffy and old, probably used years ago by a young girl, but the shoe fit her perfectly.
As soon as she slipped the other pair onto her dainty foot, fireworks blew in her mind. She felt like she was being lifted off the earth and towards the heavens, like there were wings on the heels of her feet. She felt lighter than a feather, and the wind was her navigation toward the sky. She looked down at the paper star with admiration. ‘Where am I going?’ she mumbled to herself.
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well what was that? o.o idek.

soooo, another A Cat's Love Story set..this is their school uniform~
gaahhh, i need way more inspiration.
AND YAY INVINCIBLE YOUTH SEASON 2

was anyone else reminded of Good Day while watching You & I? IU is so adorableee, and I missed her so much! the song is amazingggg!

story link:: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/102680
 
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I just needed some inspiration to continue with my latest fic, A Cat's Love Story :3 Yay, Sungyeol and L <3 So far my oneshots have more subscribers than this, I hope it'll gain popularity quickly ! :c
 
check it out for me? :D

The sound of rain pouring down my windowsill was dreadful. Instead of making me feel calm and at home like it usually did, there was an uncommon knot in my stomach that would not rest. The memories of Manager Gook's voice from out last conversation echoed through my brain. I wanted to vomit all my worries out.
"Nana," he had said, smiling brightly. "It's time for you to leave isn't it?"
At the time, I was clueless to what he was talking about. For the first time in my life, everything had settled out perfectly. Taemin and I were doing well, and things were surprisingly normal. Now he wanted me to 'leave'?
"Sorry?"
"Nana, you remember when we planned your entry as a girl group member to increase your popularity? It worked! You're on the cover of almost every magazine, no one in Korea doesn't know who you are. It's time!"
I gulped.
"You're a star now, sweetie. It's time to make some sacrifices."
Before he could say any more, I rushed back to the dorm, trying to contain my tears until I was back safely in our room. Then I let everything out, the tears and memories that I'd shared with Sunshine Starlight members, all gone. I wondered what they'd think of me once they found out that I was only using them for their fame. And what they would say when they found out I was leaving.
I'd keep quiet about it for now.
 
During my last few weeks, I spent all my time with the members. I cooked with Strawberry, laughed and joked with JM, went shopping with Immy, and basically did all the things I'd normally do. I left the 'talk' until the final day.
I found it difficult to tell them all I'd done, that I was leaving, that I was going solo. To see their shocked faces, to see their tears spilling down their faces as if in a race, it hurt. It hurt too much.
But all we could do was silently hug, as I heard the soft murmurs of my former members telling me that they'd miss me, and how much they loved me.
"Why didn't you tell us?" Kyri asked me, as we all sat down.
I shrugged. "I'm not sure. I guess I didn't want to face the reality of leaving either, I couldn't admit it."
"Well, let's end this short but fun time with a smile, okay?" Barbie said, giving me a supportive smile.
 
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I grabbed my luggage out of the room, and walked slowly down to meet Manager Gook, in a dizzy state. I looked back at the dorm that I would miss forever, then entered the car.
"We're off to the life of a solo star!" Manager Gook said happily. "Oh, bye the way, Nana, the girls asked me to give this to you."
I opened the envelope in my hand as we sped off, leaving Sunshine Starlight like the dust in our trail.
 
'Dear Nana,' It read.
'I'm sorry our farewell had to be so quick. There wasn't even any cake! We wanted to let you know how much we love you! And even if you move back to your old company, even if we only see you at variety shows, please still say 'hi'! We'll miss you so much!
Our lovely second maknae, the aegyo cutie with amazing vocals, it won't be thte same without you.
Please stay the same when you're a famous solo artist, and never forget your time as a Sunshine Starlight girl.
Our beautiful Ice Princess, goodbye!
Love always,
~Sunshine Starlight~'
 
I smiled brightly. No longer did my throat ache from trying to hold back tears. Like Barbie said, I looked back at the memories made with my friends with a smile, as I always will.
Time is short, and fate may change your path so quickly it feels like you're on a roller coaster. But in the end, it's worth it.
 
-Two years later-
"And this award goes to Sunshine Starlight and their newest single 'White Wish'! [random title ? o-o]"
The crowd erupted with cheers, and somewhere in the back, I was clapping along with them. It had been two years since I left, and we spoke a few times after that.
 
Once the awards show was finished, I knocked lightly onto their change rooms.
"Come in!" said the matured voice of Barbie. When I stepped in, wearing a normal and over-sized jumper with jeans, Barbie almost gasped. "Nana..?"
"Hi," I said, as we shared an awkward hug. "How are you?"
She's grown from the last time she met. Her blonde locks were gone, and she was now sporting her natural brown. She looked older, wiser. I too lost my cute concept. I was 18 years old and a fully pledged adult, and rather than aiming for a sexy image, I was myself. I didn't do anymore pop songs, and was strictly ballad and acoustic. My ratings were lowered but I still had a few share of fans. But mostly I was happy.
As the other members entered their change room, we all sat and had a long talk about our lives these past 2 years.
"Taemin and I are still dating," I said with a smile, thinking of my boyfriend now. "Are you all good? It's been so long."
They were all doing fine, and though some had gotten over their flings with other idols, a few were still dating. The small talk I had with them was oddly satisfying. Although I didn't stay long, and had to return to my own schedule, I felt like a day had passed. We reminisced about the past, and smile and laughed.
When I was sixteen, I entered Sunshine Starlight. I was broken and confused, but after one year of being with them, I grew up.
As I walked out into the hallway, I whispered to myself, "Goodbye. I've missed you."
 
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please don't hateee meee this took me like iunno a year ! T^T i've gotten into asianfanfics, and it's pretty much taken up all of my time. ._.
 
GOODBYE SUNSHINE STARLIGHT. SARANGHAEEE <3

blehhh.
i went to the kpop fest in sydney. and i like cried. i saw taemin. it was beautiful. imma stop or i'll cry again. </3